Sunday, August 23, 2009


This Being Without cigarettes Is Sheer Torture!

I posted a few times before about how the law of attraction worked for me when I wanted to have more cigarettes. Now that I am out of them again I think that I am trying too hard to manifest more cigarettes for myself!

I did manage to eat breakfast but I think that being without cigarettes is giving me the case of the munchies because I must have had 10 pancakes this morning for breakfast!

I have these little mint candies that I have been sucking on since Friday. And I really must have gained about 5 pounds during this weekend and the weekend is not even over with yet!

My mood is so witchy with a capital B! I'm angry, pissed offed and frustrated!

I have about 2 cents in my bank account which is not enough to buy anything cigarette-related! I have about 15 cents in my Paypal account - again its not enough to buy even the most cheapest pack of cigarettes!

I haven't received any donations lately - hint, hint?

On the good and positive side my Adsense money should be coming sometime in the next few days - which unfortunately is not soon enough for me but should be something that I am very grateful for because I earned this Adsense money by working from home. And as far as I can tell I should consider myself very lucky because it seems that a lot of people that use Adsense don't even make a lot of money doing it.

I think I'm kind of mad at the government too because first when I started smoking cigarettes were much more cheaper and the economy wasn't as bad. Now that we smokers have become addicted to cigarettes the government now decides that smoking is not good for us and keeps trying to think of ways - most notably increasing the prices - to get us to stop smoking!

Well that's not going to happen to me! While it may be more expensive to smoke I am still going to continue to smoke even if I can't afford it - I will just have to wait until I can afford it - which will be when I get my next Adsense check which will be in the next few days.

Until then I am in AGONY!

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I was suprised to find your blog whilst looking for a smoke free website and this is the smokers blog, interesting. Well i'm here now and thought i'd share some information that i do with many others at my self help motivational programmes.

Firstly, as a mental projectionist i too have wandered into the belief of the laws of attraction, i find these guidelines very unique and also very difficult. If we are to believe that what we attract is our own doing, then there are serious questions we need to ask ourselves.

I gave up smoking some time ago, have done many times. Hypnosis, pins in my shoulders, all kinds of stuff. I miss the feeling of smoking, although i know it's a dependacy, a drug, a demon, i still miss it.

However, the most successful solution to any self improvement campaign is through will power and structure. Sure, get yourself some kind of alternate fix, be it a fake cigarette or gum, but the hard part is believing.

You need to imagine you are a none smoker, always have been, always will be. If you are to use the laws of attraction to their full potential, then you need to live, breath, sleep, write, remind, reinforce and demonstrate the idea to your brain that you have never smoked.

We make our own demons, we can destroy our own demons

Stay strong brother

You're weird. but in a funny way.

SEE yourself smoking the Kools. FEEL that minty, tobacco-y smoke fill your lungs, REMEMBER the tingly sensation of that first drag.
and don't forget to thank the Universe in advance for that carton of Kools.

Love, Malady

To Rusty:

Thank you for your comments however I'm one of the smokers that does not want to quit! Sorry if you thought I did and sorry if you thought this blog was about quitting smoking - which it is not about! It is about me - a smoker - who does not want to quit smoking!

To MissMalady (love that name!)

THANK YOU for your words! I have blogged often on this blog about how the law of attraction has worked for me as far as getting and having cigarettes are concerned. However I feel that I crave them so much that that may be hindering them coming to me - so I have to work on it some more.

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